- 魔術天魔界番外 -Intention or life-
- intention or life -
- Messiah part 3
*hard pounding*
ryouta (muffled): takuto!! please open up!! 'ryouta's voice was on the other side of the door when i left the bathroom.' ryouta (muffled): takuto!! 'i slowly walk to the door.' *door opening* ryouta's outside takuto's door
ryouta: ah...takuto....!! ryouta's face was desperate when i opened the door. why did laughter lump in my throat? ryouta: thank goodness...! umm, a little while ago... takuto: a little while ago...what's wrong? ryouta: eh? umm...no. ahh...takuto...you're wet? what happened? takuto: i showered for a little while. **takuto's voice is still weird. ryouta: shower? wh-while wearing clothes? 'i smiled. my lips seemed to be frozen in that shape.' ryouta: ...ah, umm, is it okay to talk for a moment? i can come in? takuto: ah, please. ryouta sad 'i invited ryouta into the room. ryouta walks straight to the sofa. unexpectedly, the fruit knife i left on the cart caught my eye. i quietly took it. though it was small, it was still sharp.' ryouta: ...takuto. a little while ago...that..that...i'm sorry!! it wasn't not my intention. takuto: it's all right. there's no need to say anything any longer. 'i quietly move my hand to the back of ryouta's neck and embrace him closely. i laughed lightly afer all.' ryouta: ta-takuto...? 'surely, i hoped too much. i didn't want to believe that ryouta became like 'them'. from the beginning, there was no one on my side. therefore, i was not lonely. it was not painful. after all, there was no one from the beginning. there was no one, and surely there would be no one on my side in the future.' 'already.' 'everyone already---.' takuto (whispering): what ryouta wants to say is understood. therefore, you may not say anything any longer. *slice* ~solitude~ takuto and syusei takuto: ah...uahhh...syusei. takuto: *gasping* syusei: takuto...! 'i also shake my waist shouting.' takuto: *gasping* takuto: did you think i was lying? *gasping* don't be cold-hearted, syusei. syusei: foolishness...it's different. takuto...i still cannot believe...i'm holding takuto... takuto: is it unbelievable...? *gasping* this is a dream surely. 'i laugh and move my waist greatly. then, syusei narrows his eyes in satisfaction and grips his claws on my thighs. i shake little by little. syusei thinks that he obtained me. in reality, it is different.' 'however, i've tied syusei to me. he comes to this room at midnight whenever i call.' takuto: *gasping* i didn't know you were a romantic... syusei: romantic...? i... takuto: *gasping* syusei! *gasping* 'i rub against syusei and pull out shallowly to irritate the vicinity of the entrance.' takuto: such a thing. i did nothing with ryouta. syusei: takuto...? 'to quiet syusei, i put my mouth against his. syusei's lips tasted like cigarettes and bourbon. i licked them several times.' takuto: favorite....it was never said. syusei: takuto... takuto: [syusei. eyes disappearing like ryouta?] syusei: [it disappears...in it is possible to hold. takuto then?] syusei: [death of shibamata...] 'i narrowed my eyes. it was impossible for me to have imagined me doing this a year ago. so i have erased ryouta. and shimamata-san was also erased by these hands. perhaps i didn't need to cry any longer because i buried them with these hands. it wasn't painful, i wasn't sad, because everything was lost at that moment ---.' takuto: syusei...ah, ha...ahhh. syusei-san... if you don't betray me, you can sleep at my side for a long time. takuto: aaahh, syusei-san...! i...it seems to live. *gasping* syusei: come...takuto... takuto: ah...aaahhh...aahhh, coming... ah...coming...aa...aaaah! ah...aaaahhhh---!! ~end of solitude~
- NEF講演会サマリー（09年6月20日）
- change has come. in his remarks of the victory in iowa, he said, thank you, iowa.
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